wow! its me again..its been a long time! so for anyone who by chance comes to look every now an then, uh well it may be easier jus to go to my MYspace! http://www.myspace.com/30778046

go see it,,,then talk to me! i miss you all!!! kisses....amber nicole

okay, its thursday...kind of a slow day. I am so tired--feel like i havn't been sleeping well enough. Oh well.

 so, i got a 98% on a report  in Civics, i was pretty stoked. Other than that, i am ready to go to sleep...well guess i will. Bye bye for now!

oh yea, did i tell y'all that the guy i talked ab eariler an i are no longer together? he's been gone for a while. He broke my heart. Back to life--focusing on GOD an school, ya kno.

okay from now on, its just a journal type thing. I hate being a little sister sometimes-big sisters get mad about stupid things and never listen, and make me feel like a last resort. My parents are crazy, my family can't get the meaning of "family"...an well idk. When will i learn that tomorow isn't promised and i can't keep living for the next moment? When will i learn to live for God and God souly alone? Omgoodness....amber nicole. *sigh* what am i going to do. Oh well! lots of love,

                          me

hey guys, i am so never on here, wow.

     well anyway for y'all who come c me here, here's the latest.

I met a guy and he's incredible. He is a Christian, he listens, everythang...he's in college at Tech and i miss him so much! he can treat a girl right, and he is really respectful to everyone, but still knows how to have fun. He is caring, kind, sweet, funny. He is strong, independent, and courageous. I care so much for him that it drives me crazy thinking about him. Its weird bc the last time i felt like this was a realy long time ago, an i jus met him so im freakin out. help me please

 he means the world to me and he understands me over my parents an them not wantin a whole lot to do w me, and i was gona prly have 2 spend Thanksgiving alone, but he wants me to spend some of it w him an his family he's great...i am so happy but yea thats ab it for now....so well love ya

well okay its thursday and im home thinking.

   My lil bro is really sick and if he goes back to the hospital he may not come home this time...i have like 40 dollars in my bank account...i jus got a new job at JCPenny's...my car payment is 3 weeks late ( i don't like the car anyway)...i dont have the money to pay my phone bill...but the people i live with insist on thier 50 dollars a week or basically im screwed an have no where to go...so yea it sucks!